Your parents are the things you cared. Not your clients that dead, you cry a tear or two, fake or real? So you could stay home until your parents expired....really.

You cannot see the results of all that, not really. You like to hear everyone email you, how their grand pa, mother, father son, dead? Not really.

I don't believe any thing in the human worlds, for those are just dead better. But you believe something, and you want to say their karma, your shared karma, this or that, lucky or not. I just tell you, if you only make it to the University Resources Academia Professor, that will be the only means you survive in this world no matter what. That will be the only road, everything else just let it fall away. 

Not City of Hope,

Not Roswell.

Those academia don't want the human ends up in those places.... 

The teacher or the union of those educator consulor? Those requires virtues and patience...like they vow to deliver the sentient beings no matter what. You have only the belief in the....name of the money, the holiday to die on the beach, or what in the Washington DC funding to feeling big, and egoistic of....the international and domestic affairs. Not that you think the small salary you feel motivated to per yearly income to that is how much you deliver.....really.